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[May. 26th, 2004|02:13 pm] |
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| | This waY... kayne west and someone else... great song | ] |
thiSs wiLL be my LAST journaL enTry... im guNna change... im gunna try to be niccer.. and less stupid and crap... im not gunna be so mean... i gotta work at the boyfriend thing... i don't care what you say amy ;] .... i gotta stop living my life this way... i gotta be happier!! so yeah... im trying... and as my laSt ebtry i would like to say... cya later.. love ya... im OUTIE!!!!
Brian and AmY
o2.14.o4
tiLL f0rever and a daY...
[y0ur the one for me baby..]
h0LLa aT ya boIi!!! |
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[May. 22nd, 2004|08:25 am] |
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| | hoTeL!!! haha | ] |
who0o0 im pumpEd!! iT's saTurdaY!!... juSt got piCs of my frienDs.. anD ma babY!!
GirL y0u wanna come to mt hoTeL!!.. aLL you goTta do iS hOlLa aT ME!!.. haha im so0o0o hypEr... iT fEeLs like suMmER!!! 2 wEeKS LEFT!! heLL yEAH!!! who0o0o... damn i goTTa do somethin t0daY im so hYPER!!!!... get pumped... im in suCh a go0d mo0d!!... AMY I LOVE YOU SO MUcH!!!!.. who0o0o... PaRtY bOii!!!.. im ouTie
Brian & Amy
o2.14.o4
tiLL f0rever and a day!!....
[i love you so much amY!!! aHh... your my everything!!!!!]
WaSsSsuP?!?!?.. haha |
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[May. 21st, 2004|01:20 pm] |
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| | diP iT loW...!! | ] |
i don't know... im just really confused these days... im not gunna say why cause i know people actually read this shit... i just want to get away... and like live on the beaCh... i want to go and see the sunset and just relax.. by myself... no one.. no worries... i guess that's all.. i don't know i just need time to think things out..
FoLLOw mE and everything iS aLriGhT...YoU won'T finD NoBodY eLse like me.
! LoVE Ya AmY ! |
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[May. 16th, 2004|08:02 pm] |
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| | im s0 into you... bY faboLous... | ] |
littL x miSfiT: babe, i know your going to say it`s not my fault, but i`m so sorry we havn`t gotten to go out in like forever. i miss you so much. i miss kissing you, hugging you, having you near me. ah i miss you! i love you more than anyone could ever understand. whenever i close my eyes i see your face. if i think of you it calms me down and helps me get to sleep. i have been able to fall asleep all week because of you! i`m dreading highschool. i`m dreading the thought of ever loosing you. i`m dreading the thought of you someday going out with some other girl. what i`m trying to say is i love you. and i`m so glad we`re going out and i have you. i don`t know what i would do without you. you make me crazy sometimes but i`m crazy for you. i love you so much and i`m sorry we havn`t been able to hang <3
wow... im s p e e c h less... i love you so god damn mucH babe... you'LL never loose me.. i'm always with you... you take my breathe away... i love you...
Brian & Amy
o2.14.o4
tiLl forever and a daY... |
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[May. 15th, 2004|06:07 am] |
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| | eCho bY trapT.. ThaTS so mY sonG!! | ] |
yesTerdaY was minE and amYS 3 monTHER!!! who0o... i love you so muCh babe...
yesterday.. was ok.. i went to the st. rose dance.. so gay... and didn't hang with amy at all :[ ... but my mom really was pushing me to go... ahh i wish i went to the st. als dance.. but i meet some people... but not a lot.. i danced with no one.. except alison.. haha that's how boring it was!!... then stef dragged me out there... and then i had a stalker.. it just wasn't my night... if i was with amy it would of beEn great but.. hey what can ya do.... so hopefully today im going to the movies with her.. that would be the best thing... ;] ....weLL... iTs beEn 3 months and mE and amY stiLL got the heaT!!!... hhaha im outie
i'LL run away with you... by my side...
Brian & Amy
o2.14.04
tiLL ever... ;] |
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[May. 13th, 2004|07:19 pm] |
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| | i LoVE you Amy... y0ur mY angEL... : ] | ] |
Amy... i love you so much... your my everything..
Lost in your eyes
Mind, Body and SouL
Connecting with you
More than you know
Seeing the love
That you have iniside
Seeing the thoughts
That you try to hide
Seeing a heart
Made of gold
That's so true
Seeing the things
That I LOVE you
Seeing the love
That you have for me
Seeing the things
That others don't see
Lost in your eyes
Mind body and soul
Connecting with you
More than you know
[ I love you so muCh amY... forever... ]
haPpY 3 monther!!! [almost.. like an hour or something!!..].. i love you so much!!! |
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[May. 10th, 2004|05:44 pm] |
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| | im s0 intO You bY FabolouS !! .. anD untiL the DaY i die !! | ] |
who0o0o0o im in sucH a go0d moODD!!!!!!... for some reason.. im just really pumped for summer... the beach... ahh GOD the beach!... im gunna have parties on the beach!!... i love the beacH... thE surf!!.. me and mikE baby.. surfing aLL the waY!!.. laDies!!.. i mean mY ladY in a bikini ;] .. haha jp... paRtyin with mY friends bbaLL camp and stuFF!!... damn... yesterdaY was awesome!!!... it was so muCh fun 2 words.. maN thong!!!!!... wh00o0o can'T waiT f0r the st. rOsE danCe this FridaY!! heLL yeah!! God im in like one of the bestest mooDs!!... untiL the daY i die is an amazing song people!!.... damN!!... buT i really can't wait for the summer... see aLL mY friends... JAMIES GOT A HOT TUB NOW!! PARTY AT HER HOUSE... haha love ya gurl.. were gunna have so much fun next year!!.. im gunna be like the only guy with a shaved head... hahaha!.. damn... who0o0o... what a day!! nothing happened either... im such a loser!!... iight im outie peacE!!!!
GaNgstuRfer!!!
F..f..L BitCH!!!
what??!?!......SummEr o4'.. hell yeaH bitCh!!!.. oKaY!! |
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[May. 8th, 2004|01:45 pm] |
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im feeling a lil blue today... i wish i coul rewind everything i did this past year. I thought it was gunna be awesome and everything... but it wasn't.. it got worse..i guess im just missing my old life.. old friends.. i don't know who i became when i moved.. i turned into someone i don't want to be. I mess up so much. I want to be a little kid again... i've made so many mistakes.. and so many stupid things.. im such a basterd.. and an asshole.... what have i become?!?!? |
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[May. 2nd, 2004|05:27 pm] |
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| | ocean avenue by yeLlow card.. word | ] |
ahh... i don't get myself.. i get in fights for no reason... amy i lvoe you so much... i hate fighting with you.. im such a bad b.f. i don't know why you put up with me.. and you were right.. i don't talk to you in school cause of steve... and that's probably why i don't come up to you.. it's my fault.. you do come up to me.. i don't know... i don't feel like were going out .. i don't know why you need me... we nEVER see eachother outisde of school.. it doesn't matter... i think your gunna find someone better in highschool anyway... but i hope you do find somone better.. i just want to say that you mean everything to me... i want us to grow old and move to the beach and have 2 kids and get married under the sunset... but.. i think your gunna find someone better.. i don't know.. im just feeling down.. but when we fight.. i feel so bad.. and like it's all my fault.. i just make more stress to you.. i mean i freak out when you talk to joe or steve... i don't know.. i don't know if we'll be together.. i don't know if we'll have kids.. haha... but all i know is that i love you... so much.. i never wanna loose you... you're my angel.. i love you and will always...
Brian & Amy... tiLL forever and a daY... |
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[Apr. 29th, 2004|01:57 pm] |
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| | UntiL thE daY i diE bY st0ry of the YeaR... | ] |
ummm... today was boring as usual... we ran a mile in school for gym... im tired and bored... umm... yeah w.e... im outie...
bORED!!!... can't wait tiLL summer!! and till i get mY dirtbiKe 0r 4wheeLer [most likely dirtbike...]
i LoVE!!.. you amy... you're the only one i need... thanks babe for everything.. i never want to loose you... |
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[Apr. 28th, 2004|05:31 pm] |
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| | ocean avenue by yeLlow card.. word | ] |
i jusT went gocaRtin!!! who0oo... i love gocarting. also today after school.. me and my dad and ma lil bro went to target and then pep boys!!... heLLL yeaH!! i found a dirtbikE f0r $$1o0o!!!! niice... and a 4wheeLer for 9o0...!!! im stiLL decided which one to get (if ma mom says ok..) but im leaning towards dirtbike aloT!!! haha... this made my daY!! and im really dirrty cause i just went gocartin and i smell like gasoline.. i LOVE IT!!... who0o... iight im done.. im outie
Brian & Amy.... forever and a daY... i love you so much babe...
H0lLa at ya bOYy!!!... GanGsturfer f0r liFE!!!
F.F.L!! |
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[Apr. 27th, 2004|02:50 pm] |
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ahh... today my class went to phili.. the ride there was probably the only good part... the rest was sooo fucking boring!!... and the ride home sucked so much tooo... ahh i hate my school... and the people in it [so of you]... so pretty much today sucked.. i wasn't feelin it.. haha.. w.e. im gone soon anyway.. that's all i have to say about that.. im outie
sometimes i have to rember just to b r e a t h...
sometimes you have to get AWAY FROM ME!!!...
aHhhHh...
lu amy.. |
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[Apr. 25th, 2004|04:27 pm] |
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| | UntiL thE daY i diE bY st0ry of the YeaR... | ] |
blahhhh..... im really bored homies... i didn't do anything today... i went to bed at 1:3o cause i was watching phone booth and aLL bout the benjamines.... or however you speLL it.. i went to church and had to stand... h0lY crap my backed hurted!!!...i won $5 bucks... haha mike... i TOLD YOU!!... umm... i cleaned my room and rearranged it... again haha... i found my man thong!... hah im happy now... yet still very bored.... this weekend sucked... i didn't really see amy cept for friday for like 10 minutes : /.... buT better than nothing... i love amY.... so0o0o much.. i never felt this way bout anyone else... i really think she's the one... i can see us getting married and having kids... i want to move on the beach.. that would be sooo cool... plus me and amy love just lying on the beach at night..i love the sound of the waves crushing at night... its soothing...ahh... i wish i had a car... or i was 18 or 17... ahhh ohwell... i want to name my kid chris after my old neighbor... i love that kid... he's my idol.. hahaha and then amy wants a girl named alexa... i think... haha... i can see us being together for awhile... but i have this bad pit in my stomach that in high school she'll forget bout me and find someone better.... : [ ... welL that's bout it... im outie...
Brian & Amy
.o2.14.o4
TiLL forever anD a daY....
[i love you so much babe... untiL the day i die.... i'll spiLL my hearT f0r you...] |
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[Apr. 24th, 2004|07:06 am] |
h0lla people!... lasT night was iight... me and mike went to the movies with his 2 friends tess and lexi... haha wanna know how to get to mikes house according to me?... take a right on southfire [sapphire * (spelling?)] and a left on topika [topaz]... hahaha wow im stupid... we got to the movies like 30 minutes late... and mike wanted to go eat... and we didn't have our tickets yet and the cop walks up to mike and goes do you have your ticket? haha and we didn't i told that ass... anyway so we got our ticket and we were waiting in line when i saw amy's sis and cuz... and i was like shit.. there gunna like tell amy i was cheating or something... and then we got in the movies and we sat in the back on the floor... 2 mi utes later amy comes in... but it was all goooood.. but that idiot left me!!... but mikes friends are pretty cool... lexi is loud as a mother fucker dude... people kept telling those 2 to shutup.. then they KISSED.. that was co0l...then we left and i went home... and had a dream[not a good one]... mike if you read this i'LL tell you today!!... and today me mike tess and lexi might go to the maLL.. h0lla pEaCE!! im outie..
Brian & Amy
.o2.14.o4
tiLL forever anD a day
[ilu babe..] |
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[Apr. 22nd, 2004|01:30 pm] |
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| | rosEs by ouTkast...fuNnii aSs sonG!! | ] |
EARTHDAY BITCH!!!... HAHA right aMY?? i think i already wrote this shit down but ohweLL!!.. tomorrow i going to the movies with mike and his ladY friends... hah i'LL be aLllLLlloneeee!!... ohwell.. today was funnii.... i got 8.6 seconds on the shuttle run!! bitch what!! im in the st.als history books now biotch!! stick that in your pipe and smoke it!!.. h0lla.. im outie
uR shiT d0n't staNnnk... but lean a lil closer and see roses really smell like boo ohh ohhh... hahaha!!
Brian & Amy
.o2.14.o4.
tiLl forever anD a daY
[amy... your MY b.f.f.!!! ;] ...] |
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[Apr. 22nd, 2004|01:25 pm] |
I g0t one ?.... what's today amY?... hahah EARTH DAY BABE... it's a day were you say thank you mother nature... and clean her up a lil!!... haha i love you babe too mucH!!!... t0morrow's gunna be oFf the hiZzle!!!.. im outie..
uRrRrboDy in thE club getTin tisPy!!!
Amy & Brian
o2.14.o4
tiLL foreveR aNd a daY.. |
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[Apr. 21st, 2004|03:00 pm] |
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| | ocean avenue by yeLlow card | ] |
Yo uRrrR boDy!!... ahHh today was iight.... the usual scho0l... kinD oF boring... haha robby can do the crip walk so weLL... hah!!....i really don't have to much to say.. buT i have a MAN TH0NG!! haha how cool is that... ok im outie peace
uRrrboDy in thE cluB geTtin tispY!!!!
I love you so much aMY!! Brian & Amy
o2..21..o4
tiLL forevEr and a day |
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